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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

in the midst of ............ missing u

baru kini ku tahu, nilai cintamu
there's a lot of things that have been going, but all I could do is counting .... counting the seconds .... no sms .... no calls .... no nothing .... tick .... tick .... tick .... thursday .... friday .... saturday .... sunday .... monday .... tuesday .... wednesday .... nothing ....

funny.

I got lots of work ... events to help with ... going back home .... more unpacking to do.

and all I can think of .... missing you .

but being a multi tasker, its not hard, I'm not yet in the danger zone where I can go towards an emotional breakdown. no, abby's too smart for that. she might breakdown, but in pretence, becos she's too smart for that.

I'll still be counting .... while my body is doing work. (",)

have a happy wednesday peeps!

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13 Comments:

  • At 10:33 AM, January 10, 2007 , Blogger sensei said...

    Why not make the 1st move?
    When I miss somebody, I'll find a reason to atleast sms that person.. usually I'll go about asking crappy questions.. hehe..

     
  • At 11:43 AM, January 10, 2007 , Blogger *cosmic freak* said...

    dear, not only I've made the first move, I end up making all the moves.

    then .... there's nothing. nothing left. just moves. in the air. fading.

     
  • At 12:35 PM, January 10, 2007 , Blogger sensei said...

    I see.. you're suffering from the 2nd stage of 'missing' then.. the one where not getting a responds eats you up inside and pulls your spirit down everytime you think about it.. kan?

    Sorry I can't help much on that since I too am still finding a cure for it myself.. :(

     
  • At 12:59 PM, January 10, 2007 , Blogger *cosmic freak* said...

    hahaha .... suffer. hurm. thats an interesting word.

    abby suffer ...

    from deficiency of affection.

    from deficiency of attention.

    from deficiency of wonderful late night conversations without minding phonebills, exhaustion and work in the morning.

    suffer.

    the sufferings of a survivor.

     
  • At 6:34 PM, January 10, 2007 , Blogger Lilia Edlina said...

    abby dear,

    not sure why but after reading your entry i feel like dedicating you the OST Cinta by Misha Omar & Jaclyn Victor.

    enjoy.

    Menatap jalan yang menjauh
    Tentukan arah yg ku mau
    Tempatkan aku pada satu
    Peristiwa yang membuat hati lara

    Di dekat engkau aku tenang
    Sendu matamu penuh tanya
    Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
    Dan bahagia di akhir cerita

    Cinta tegarkan hatiku
    Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
    Naluriku berkata
    Tak ingin terulang lagi
    Kehilangan cinta hati
    Bagai raga tak bernyawa

    Aku junjung petuamu
    Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
    Hati yang dulu belayar
    Kini telah menepi
    Bukankah hidup kita
    Akhirnya harus bahagia

    Cinta
    Biar saja ada
    Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
    Bagai manapun hidup
    Memang hanya cerita
    Cerita tentang meninggalkan dengan ditinggalkan
    Cinta...

    ~cheer up girl*

     
  • At 6:48 PM, January 10, 2007 , Blogger *cosmic freak* said...

    no wonder it read familiar. cover version of melly goeslow nye Cinta, from the movie Tentang Dia. hummm.... thanks babe (",)

     
  • At 11:50 PM, January 10, 2007 , Anonymous rubyahmad said...

    I will not try to be clever here. Matters of the hearts are real and oooh...can be both beautiful and painful. In fact they go hand in hand. One can't do without the other..the 'beautiful and painful' thingy I mean.

    All I can say is, you will heal but only with time. Keep real busy in the meantime..yeah..you know that already. My heart goes out to you.

     
  • At 8:18 AM, January 11, 2007 , Blogger *cosmic freak* said...

    time is all I have kak ruby. and thats why I'm counting it, endlessly.

    and when you have time, it does seem sooooooo loooonnnnngggggggg .......

    hahaha, but thanks so much for the concern.

     
  • At 9:32 AM, January 11, 2007 , Blogger Lilia Edlina said...

    from Tentang Dia? not from Cinta ke? ooopsieee

     
  • At 9:40 AM, January 11, 2007 , Blogger *cosmic freak* said...

    It is from Cinta the movie, but it was a cover version, diaorg tukar sikit and nyanyi balik. originally written and sung by Melly Goeslow. heh. I bought her album "Intiusi". heh.

     
  • At 10:38 AM, January 11, 2007 , Anonymous lilia said...

    ohhhh okey.. no wonder the lyrics dont resemblance the typical malay songs.. :)

     
  • At 10:48 AM, January 11, 2007 , Blogger sensei said...

    Was listening to this on the way back home yesterday and it reminded me of your situation.. ;)

    I Miss You But I Hate You
    by
    Slank


    Waktu aku lagi tinggi
    Hilang akal sehatku
    Tapi masih ingat kamu

    Hampir setiap malam hari
    Di dalam tidurku
    Sering memimpikan kamu

    Banyak pulsa untuk menelpon kamu
    Banyak pesan yang aku tinggalkan
    Tapi di mana kamu aku nggak tahu
    Jarang di rumah kebanyakan di jalan

    I miss you but I hate you, my girl ...
    I miss you but I hate you, my girl ...

    Baru aja kubuka mata
    Terbangun pagi-pagi
    Langsung kepikiran kamu
    Setiap bunyi berdering
    Langsung ku angkat telponku
    Berharap itu dari kamu

    Berkali-kali aku sms kamu
    Berkata mesra yang aku ucapkan
    Kamu nggak tahu apa nggak mau tahu
    Ngga ada kabar nggak ada penjelasan

     
  • At 11:30 AM, January 11, 2007 , Blogger *cosmic freak* said...

    thanks sensei.

    close enough to describe it, yes.

     

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