in the midst of ............ missing u
baru kini ku tahu, nilai cintamuthere's a lot of things that have been going, but all I could do is counting .... counting the seconds .... no sms .... no calls .... no nothing .... tick .... tick .... tick .... thursday .... friday .... saturday .... sunday .... monday .... tuesday .... wednesday .... nothing ....
funny.
I got lots of work ... events to help with ... going back home .... more unpacking to do.
and all I can think of .... missing you .
but being a multi tasker, its not hard, I'm not yet in the danger zone where I can go towards an emotional breakdown. no, abby's too smart for that. she might breakdown, but in pretence, becos she's too smart for that.
I'll still be counting .... while my body is doing work. (",)
have a happy wednesday peeps!
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13 Comments:
At 10:33 AM, January 10, 2007 ,
sensei said...
Why not make the 1st move?
When I miss somebody, I'll find a reason to atleast sms that person.. usually I'll go about asking crappy questions.. hehe..
At 11:43 AM, January 10, 2007 ,
*cosmic freak* said...
dear, not only I've made the first move, I end up making all the moves.
then .... there's nothing. nothing left. just moves. in the air. fading.
At 12:35 PM, January 10, 2007 ,
sensei said...
I see.. you're suffering from the 2nd stage of 'missing' then.. the one where not getting a responds eats you up inside and pulls your spirit down everytime you think about it.. kan?
Sorry I can't help much on that since I too am still finding a cure for it myself.. :(
At 12:59 PM, January 10, 2007 ,
*cosmic freak* said...
hahaha .... suffer. hurm. thats an interesting word.
abby suffer ...
from deficiency of affection.
from deficiency of attention.
from deficiency of wonderful late night conversations without minding phonebills, exhaustion and work in the morning.
suffer.
the sufferings of a survivor.
At 6:34 PM, January 10, 2007 ,
Lilia Edlina said...
abby dear,
not sure why but after reading your entry i feel like dedicating you the OST Cinta by Misha Omar & Jaclyn Victor.
enjoy.
Menatap jalan yang menjauh
Tentukan arah yg ku mau
Tempatkan aku pada satu
Peristiwa yang membuat hati lara
Di dekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita
Cinta tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku berkata
Tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati
Bagai raga tak bernyawa
Aku junjung petuamu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hati yang dulu belayar
Kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita
Akhirnya harus bahagia
Cinta
Biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagai manapun hidup
Memang hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dengan ditinggalkan
Cinta...
~cheer up girl*
At 6:48 PM, January 10, 2007 ,
*cosmic freak* said...
no wonder it read familiar. cover version of melly goeslow nye Cinta, from the movie Tentang Dia. hummm.... thanks babe (",)
At 11:50 PM, January 10, 2007 ,
rubyahmad said...
I will not try to be clever here. Matters of the hearts are real and oooh...can be both beautiful and painful. In fact they go hand in hand. One can't do without the other..the 'beautiful and painful' thingy I mean.
All I can say is, you will heal but only with time. Keep real busy in the meantime..yeah..you know that already. My heart goes out to you.
At 8:18 AM, January 11, 2007 ,
*cosmic freak* said...
time is all I have kak ruby. and thats why I'm counting it, endlessly.
and when you have time, it does seem sooooooo loooonnnnngggggggg .......
hahaha, but thanks so much for the concern.
At 9:32 AM, January 11, 2007 ,
Lilia Edlina said...
from Tentang Dia? not from Cinta ke? ooopsieee
At 9:40 AM, January 11, 2007 ,
*cosmic freak* said...
It is from Cinta the movie, but it was a cover version, diaorg tukar sikit and nyanyi balik. originally written and sung by Melly Goeslow. heh. I bought her album "Intiusi". heh.
At 10:38 AM, January 11, 2007 ,
lilia said...
ohhhh okey.. no wonder the lyrics dont resemblance the typical malay songs.. :)
At 10:48 AM, January 11, 2007 ,
sensei said...
Was listening to this on the way back home yesterday and it reminded me of your situation.. ;)
I Miss You But I Hate You
by
Slank
Waktu aku lagi tinggi
Hilang akal sehatku
Tapi masih ingat kamu
Hampir setiap malam hari
Di dalam tidurku
Sering memimpikan kamu
Banyak pulsa untuk menelpon kamu
Banyak pesan yang aku tinggalkan
Tapi di mana kamu aku nggak tahu
Jarang di rumah kebanyakan di jalan
I miss you but I hate you, my girl ...
I miss you but I hate you, my girl ...
Baru aja kubuka mata
Terbangun pagi-pagi
Langsung kepikiran kamu
Setiap bunyi berdering
Langsung ku angkat telponku
Berharap itu dari kamu
Berkali-kali aku sms kamu
Berkata mesra yang aku ucapkan
Kamu nggak tahu apa nggak mau tahu
Ngga ada kabar nggak ada penjelasan
At 11:30 AM, January 11, 2007 ,
*cosmic freak* said...
thanks sensei.
close enough to describe it, yes.
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