she looks up, the moon smiled

she stood there standing. in the middle of the driveway. staring way up high to the dark sky. there it was. the one she's been waiting for. for so long. so long she almost forgot how amazing it is. how it used to soothe her soul. how it used to make her heart smile. she stared. not blinking. with a slight smile on her lips. but the widest smile in her heart. she felt the warmth of an embrace. but she was standing there alone.

its been days since she took into the sense of admiration for something, self adoration aside. yes, she is what they call narcissist. but who can blame her for no one have ever even try loving her. she goes back home with nothing to look forward for. aside from the bed. even the bed doesn't bring any comforting thoughts since she would then think how she really need to buy new bedsheets, new comforter and some new pillows.

there's something about the moon that astounds her. even though it appears every night. even though she has been looking at it her whole life. but every single time, the moon speaks to her differently. and the fact is, the moon remainds the same. as for she. even though she grows older. but she's the same person. yet, there's something different, every single time.

she shares her moment. with those who would appreciate it as much as she would.

but none would understand.

the relationship she has.

with the moon.

everytime they meet.

suddenly she smile.

I'm going now. This is goodbye.

I'll be there looking after you while you sleep ok.

a chuckle. and she stepped inside the house.

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