a sulker

please read it correctly, sul-ker, not sucker okay! heh.

sulk /sʌlk/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciati[suhlk] –verb (used without object)

1.	to remain silent or hold oneself aloof in a sullen, ill-humored, or offended mood: Promise me that you won't sulk if I want to leave the party early.

–noun

2.	a state or fit of sulking.

3.	sulks, ill-humor shown by sulking: to be in the sulks.

4.	Also, sulker. a person who sulks.

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well, maybe I'm both. who knows. I suck, at times. and I have this personal habit of sucking my thumb. well, okay, you can read it wrongly, its still true about me anyways.

so, I sulk. yes, its only human to sulk.

but I guess, you can only sulk with the people you love.

it would be pretty weird to start sulking towards a stranger. he/she will be like "WTF???"

sometimes, its supposed to be a flattery attempt, to show that you actually love the other person, that you actually care.

in other ways, yes, totally annoying to be sulking all the time. I'd give a bitch-slap to a sulker too. a pathetic whining sulker that is.

its tiring to explain to a sulker, I know so because I am a sulker and I am also someone who likes to explain.

I know there's no obligation in explaining yourself. First and foremost, I am actually a very shy and quiet person (I know tons are peeing themselves laughing to this). I am. Honestly. Heh.

Okay, I know thats bull. But put me in some new environment and with a lot of chatty people, I stay quiet and observant. I don't speak my mind too much, hence the blog, the only outlet where I can write everything down.

so, sulking wouldn't be a problem when all I have to do is to remain silent and eat my own heart out for the fact that I am indeed guilty of judging without proof, then sulk.

I think, I should not sulk anymore. Okay, maybe thats too much to ask. Maybe, I shouldn't sulk too much. Less sulking. More thinking wisely. But remain silent. Yes. Most definitely.

I'm not the "into your face" type of person. When I get angry, I remain silent. When I sulk, I remain silent. When I think someone I love is so beautiful and nice, I remain silent.

Yes, I have the right to remain silent. Because everything I said, will be used against me in the court of law. This is proven true. Everything have the tendency of backfiring when this stupid sarcastic mouth of mine opens.

This time, I should apologise for sulking with no apparent reason. And stop making stupid assumptions that might lead me to sulk for no apparent reason.

Then, if I sulk somemore, I am indeed a sucker.

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