and so ... thats how it will be

LIBRAN DOG

These are charismatic characters. Libran Dogs are genuinely concerned about the well-being of other people. They are just and kind souls who value their families and friends.

hurm ... so whats the point? I'm a Libran born in the Year of the Dog. But I'm not a charismatic character, I'm a burden to my family and friends and I don't think I'm worth their time. No matter how loyal I tend to prove to others, I don't think they carry enough faith in me.

I remembered a wish/note given by a friend to address the person that I am.

It read,

"When I hear someone talk about loyalty, I think of you.There have probably been times when it wasn't easy to be my friend.

Times when it would have been a lot more convenient

to let me sort out my problems on my own.

There were times when

you were willing to drop everything

to talk to me on the phoone

or give me a helping hand.

times when you put aside your own worries

to help me through mine.

You did it because friendship isn't just

a matter of convenience to you.

You know that it's a full-time job when its done right."

- by Suzanne Berry- (taken from Hallmark)

I can count fingers how many people would say thats true with a sincere heart. I would go on and talk, talking how I would be that person, that loyal friend, the trustworthy one. But words are not enough. Goodwill are not enough. In this cold-hearted cruel world, you need a solid (even forensic) evidence to justify a good sincere soul. And a soul who's not even there yet (good and sincere I mean), will have a hell of a time proving to others' their worth.

but it doesn't matter now.

and thats how it will be.

even for a bloody dog born under the libran star.