The Cosmic Wise and Crappy Words

Monday, January 14, 2008

melangkah ....

Trying to move on. Trying very very hard. Its not easy. But having said that, its funny. Because I always run away from problem. And I always find ways to handle things.


Today is the 5th of Muharam, 1429H. I forgot to wish you all Happy New Year and may we carry the Hijrah term in our mind as well in our hearts.


Hence the need to move on.


Lately I've been hanging out with people who are much more older than me and I feel comfortable fitting in. Like I told my friend Oya, I'm a 31 year old who's stuck in a 25 year old with a 65 year old's absent mind. Owh, must add a year to all that now.


This is going to be a good year. Travel in plans and good things coming in my line of work. I'm looking forward for it.


But today, with the faith and trust I held when I gave my car keys to the parking attendant, I know .... in life .... there are certain things we must be brave and daring .... and also trusting our instincts.


simple trust.


like giving my carkeys just with "Kakak. Keys. Lorry Outgoing." as justification.


like trusting your employees' judgment and decisions when necessary, those who have shown great effort and honesty throughout their work.


like trusting you daughter to be able to take care of herself after she has shown her credibility as a trustworthy daughter, taking care of the household and her younger siblings whenever necessary.


hurm, I sound so mak nenek berleter. My friend once told me she can always imagine my face berletering away.


okay. moving on now.


bulan dan bintang di mana kamu
matahari juga tidak ku temu
hati ini meratap sayu
hujan membasahi hati ku yang biru


di dalam gelap aku mencari
bulan, bintang dan juga matahari
walaupun semua tidak menjelma sekali
tetapi masakan hilang tidak silih berganti


kini ku faham mengapa aku berjalan
ke hadapan, ke tepi tanpa tujuan
tiada sinar bagi ku menaruh harapan
hilangnya bulan, bintang dan matahari dari penglihatan



a lame one. don't blame me. bloody daniel beddingfield is playing on mix.fm crashed my mood.

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