a new year
when I welcomed 2008, I wasn't being that optimistic about it. 2008 is just another year and nothing has changed. We haven't really fully pledge ourselves to robots, a giraffe is still an animal and people have yet to fulfill their endless previous year's resolutions.
madam director wrote on my comment to "change and the world will change with us".
change. talking about change. we all are aware of the term, the definition, the meaning between the lines of those roman alphabets.
my views on change are completely different. if you live my life where I moved from one state to another for every 3 years, changing to 7 different schools, jumping from one social group to another, change and adaptation cannot be argued within my presence. I was brought up to constantly change my environment without the ability to be complacent with where we settled down. I've been living in KL for 8 years now, but still even since then, I was studying in Melaka, and the Shah Alam, so my friends took 4 years to actually acknowledge my bare existence in Kuala Lumpur in order to ask me out for drinks and such.
come 2008, I said nothing has changed. because the world refuse to change. we are still barbaric in our own ways. we have problem in tolerating with others. and yes, I was still late to work as always.
I know I should be optimistic. line out my expectations and resolutions for the year. but I don't know why I have problems doing so.
its not that I refuse to change.
evidently I have changed a lot. I look thinner and skinnier even though I still weigh 47kgs. yes. that should be the only thing justifying my BIG CHANGE in the world.
I'm waiting until they announce the giraffe to be a dinasour.
why not. if cats can grow torns and lamp posts can grow fruits and the moon can turn blue. why not giraffes? why giraffes? why not.
thats what I wanted to change. I want thoughts to change. I want the ability to think out of norm. I want to ponder on stuff. why aren't we as curious as when we were children? why are we chasing maturity and wisdom and the ability to be taken as a grown-up?
are we going to be a dreamer who sleeps?
and a sinner who weeps?
or are we to be dreamers who floats high up in our skies, flapping our invisible wings while being able to land down on earth and talk sense.
and sinners who finds repentance and remorse as something so pure, a divine achievement worth striving for.
one thing obviously haven't change tho.
I still write and talk crap.
its 3rd January. I'm already broke. so, whats new?
but here, I would like to thank every single one of you who managed to drop by and read. It has been a big honour for me. I am going to publish some of my worthy craps, first in a 20-page Phoetry (Photography+Poetry) book by May this year and by my 30th Birthday, a full book entitled "Take My Hand ... Walk With Me". It will be divided to 3 categories, 'Her Stories', 'Love Foolosopher' and 'Bicara Sama Bulan'. I will compile the materials and put on voting for you guys on which to be chosen for the book. Do keep a lookout for that one. Will be personally published and only be distributed upon demand by friends.
owh. I'll be 26 in September. wow. how did that even happen?
madam director wrote on my comment to "change and the world will change with us".
change. talking about change. we all are aware of the term, the definition, the meaning between the lines of those roman alphabets.
my views on change are completely different. if you live my life where I moved from one state to another for every 3 years, changing to 7 different schools, jumping from one social group to another, change and adaptation cannot be argued within my presence. I was brought up to constantly change my environment without the ability to be complacent with where we settled down. I've been living in KL for 8 years now, but still even since then, I was studying in Melaka, and the Shah Alam, so my friends took 4 years to actually acknowledge my bare existence in Kuala Lumpur in order to ask me out for drinks and such.
come 2008, I said nothing has changed. because the world refuse to change. we are still barbaric in our own ways. we have problem in tolerating with others. and yes, I was still late to work as always.
I know I should be optimistic. line out my expectations and resolutions for the year. but I don't know why I have problems doing so.
its not that I refuse to change.
evidently I have changed a lot. I look thinner and skinnier even though I still weigh 47kgs. yes. that should be the only thing justifying my BIG CHANGE in the world.
I'm waiting until they announce the giraffe to be a dinasour.
why not. if cats can grow torns and lamp posts can grow fruits and the moon can turn blue. why not giraffes? why giraffes? why not.
thats what I wanted to change. I want thoughts to change. I want the ability to think out of norm. I want to ponder on stuff. why aren't we as curious as when we were children? why are we chasing maturity and wisdom and the ability to be taken as a grown-up?
are we going to be a dreamer who sleeps?
and a sinner who weeps?
or are we to be dreamers who floats high up in our skies, flapping our invisible wings while being able to land down on earth and talk sense.
and sinners who finds repentance and remorse as something so pure, a divine achievement worth striving for.
one thing obviously haven't change tho.
I still write and talk crap.
its 3rd January. I'm already broke. so, whats new?
but here, I would like to thank every single one of you who managed to drop by and read. It has been a big honour for me. I am going to publish some of my worthy craps, first in a 20-page Phoetry (Photography+Poetry) book by May this year and by my 30th Birthday, a full book entitled "Take My Hand ... Walk With Me". It will be divided to 3 categories, 'Her Stories', 'Love Foolosopher' and 'Bicara Sama Bulan'. I will compile the materials and put on voting for you guys on which to be chosen for the book. Do keep a lookout for that one. Will be personally published and only be distributed upon demand by friends.
owh. I'll be 26 in September. wow. how did that even happen?
posted by *cosmic freak* @ 7:51 PM
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