when it happen, it happens

what do you do ....

when

someone you chatted with daily.

someone you talked with while driving to and from work.

someone you spent countless hours over coffee, cigarattes and conversations about every single thing.

someone whom after you chatted all day at work, talked while you were driving home, get caffeinated together and still have the excitement to chat once you switch on your laptop before you go to bed.

suddenly slips away... without a word.

and you got to know they have problems they can't tell you. After all your effort of being there for them.

today a friend told me, we are forced to live by assumptions. When the other party chose to leave things unsaid.

we end the day by blaming ourselves and cherishing what we've been through together.

I'm moving on but its hard to forget. I hope that I'll hit my head on a rock instead of hitting rock bottom in my heart.

one fine day, they will come and explain. but its worthless to wait for that one day that might not happen.

"it'll come to you if its meant to be rekindled"

I'm too vulnerable to have faith in that anymore.