Real Life

is overstated.

Some thinks real life is find love, get married and have a happily ever after ending.

Happily ever after endings are for stories that aren't finish yet.

Guilt is a funny thing. So is immaturity.

What is immaturity?

Fynaz told me, when I vent out and rant, thats the only time she gets to see the childish side of me. Becos I am so use to appearing wise and matured, especially having friends who are much older than me.

Some of my friends think my jumping jolly good natural behaviour is childish.

For me, childish is doing something when you don't think about how it will affect others.

And I admit, there are moments of childishness in my life.

Back to Real Life.

A Real Person is allowed to be childish, is allowed to hurt, make mistakes and feel pain.

Only in Fairy Tales, happily ever after exists.

A Real Person writes her dreams and goals next to her bills and budget calculations.

Real Life is about being realistic, conforming to rational decision-making.

Real Life is the ability to meet people and understand the nature of life itself. Real Life is not confining yourself to 3 people who will only allow you 3 different views in life, which in certain situations, they might share the same views as yours and waalah, what gives.

Real Life is not about capturing illusions and trying to see life from a view finder.

Real Life is being able to smile and chat with the Makcik Cleaner and the Petrol Pump Boy.

Real Person must be able to say "I agree with what you said, maybe thats how you see it, but I'm sticking to my own opinion, just to diversify the options".

I don't know how much a Real Person I am.

But I know I'm not a Fake. Becos this life I'm living. Is a Real Life indeed.